SO TO SPEAK

  • Director

    Celine Parreñas Shimizu

  • Country, Year, Length

    United States, 2024, 29:00

  • Category

    LGBTQIA+ Short

  • Format

    Digital Video

  • Festival Year

    2025

Synopsis

A Filipina American college student uses art to encourage new sexualities for herself and other Asian American women.

In class with a powerful professor, Morena revisits her childhood as she experiences the stirrings of desire in coming of age.

By making a “house her sexuality,” she creates the art of sex, recognizing the traumas and joys of brown girlhood. And realizes sexuality as a site of passion, power, politics, and pleasure.

She refutes, refuses and rebuts how her sexuality intertwines with servility and possession by others so as to forge different sexual futures, freedoms and autonomies.

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Film Information

From the Director

Director Statement

I am a filmmaker and scholar of race, sexuality and representations, particularly of global Asian/ American popular culture and the representations of people of color in western cinema.

When I was 20 years old, I wrote an epic poem which won the Eisner, the highest prize in creative art, for poetry, at UC Berkeley in 1991. The poem inventoried my sexual herstory at the time as one shaped by my family, my immigration, and my new relationships with friends and intimates. This film is not autobiographical, it is personal in the sense of my own artfully documented experience joining my training and expertise as an ethnographer, historian and maker of images for the past 30 years. The film is thus a multigenerational collaboration between myself then and now and between 30 students and 15 professional filmmakers, the majority of whom are AAPI women.

As a scholar and filmmaker of sexualities, I understand that each of our sexualities is a terrain of inheritance and cultivation both. Our cultural, historical, and relational contexts shape our desires. None of our desires are removed from these contexts even as we work to undo and transform them. What is deemed personal and individual can be intensely public and social and our attachment to our subjugation can feel confounding as we craft new selves. The work of sexuality is choosing what to keep and what to let go, what to pursue and grow and what to dismiss and relinquish in the project of creating a more just world of better representations, relations and realities.

Director Biography

Celine Parreñas Shimizu (she/her/hers), film scholar and filmmaker, is the Dean and Distinguished Professor of Theater, Film and Television at the University of California, Los Angeles. A premiere scholar of Asian American sexualities in representation, her books include The Movies of Racial Childhoods (Duke, 2024), The Proximity of Other Skins (Oxford, 2020), Straitjacket Sexualities (Stanford, 2012), and The Hypersexuality of Race (2007) which won Best Book in Cultural Studies from the Association for Asian American Studies which also awarded her the 2022 Excellence in Mentorship Award. She co-edited The Feminist Porn Book (2013) and The Unwatchability of Whiteness (2018). Her peer-reviewed articles appear in top journals in cinema, performance, ethnic, feminist, sexuality studies, and transnational popular culture. Her writings are translated to French, German, Italian, Portuguese and Spanish. Her recent documentary films, The Celine Archive (2020), 80 Years Later: On Japanese American Racial Inheritance (2022) each won several festival awards and are distributed by Women Make Movies. Her latest fiction short film, So To Speak (2025) has won several festival awards, including Best LGBTQ Short of the Year at IndieX Film Fest in Los Angeles. She received her Ph.D. in Modern Thought and Literature from Stanford University, her M.F.A. in Film Directing and Production from UCLA School of Theater, Film and Television and her B.A. in Ethnic Studies from U.C. Berkeley.

Credits

    • Celine Parreñas Shimizu
      Director
      80 Years Later, The Celine Archive
    • Celine Parreñas Shimizu
      Writer
    • Celine Parreñas Shimizu
      Producer
    • Janet Chen (Ma)
      Producer
      Asian Bitches Speak, May 19th Project
    • Priya Vashist
      Co-Producer
    • Theodore S. Gonzalves
      Composer
    • Rosa Sungjoo Park
      Sound Designer and Mixer
    • Nhung Nguyen
      Production Sound Mixer
    • Carla Grace Fajardo
      Hair and Makeup Artist
    • Pamela Rodríguez-Montero
      Costume Designer
    • Chantal Trazo
      Production Designer
    • Ryan K. McNeal
      Director of Color
    • Jing Niu
      Editor
      Everything, Everywhere All at Once
    • Jacqueline Chan
      Director of Photography
    • Ariel Dizon Barish
      Key Cast
      “Morena”
    • Nicholas Uglow
      Key Cast
      “Ysidro Ysidra”
    • Luka Salib
      Key Cast
      “Elijah”
    • Rowena Chiu
      Key Cast
      “Professor”
    • Rae Yuen
      Key Cast
      “Mother”
    • Jane Quiazon
      Key Cast
      “Young Morena”